Control Room

Y O U   C O N T R O L   Y O U R   O W N   T H O U G H T S .

Did that sentence blow your mind?

I spent a lot of my time ranting to my diary, complaining about how I can’t get my shit together. Crying about how there’s so much pressure on me. And for the first time in my life, I stopped writing, and started reading my past entries. Then, I realized a pattern.

I’m just as fucked up as I was two years ago. I’m just as twisted and negative and messed up as my teenage self. So, even though I’d like to think I’m a lot wiser now, and that I’m a lot more calm and composed and moving towards a better goal, I still fall back to the same trap that always gets to me.

It is a vicious cycle that I have to get out of. and now that I know that

I   C O N T R O L   M Y   O W N   T H O U G H T S ,

I should be able to get myself out of that dark, twisted part of my brain right?

 

Let’s just see how this goes, shall we?

Hopefully, I’ll keep you posted.

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